I say "ready or not" but we're ready and so excited! Last Wednesday as I was brushing my teeth, I started throwing up in the sink. I knew there were other things going on with my body that weren't quite right... That night Anthony came home late from practice, I was sitting at the table eating dinner, ready for him to be home to run to the store with me. We grabbed stuff for Thursday's dinner and a pregnancy test. I went home, took the test, and I didn't believe the little blue plus sign. I figured I did it wrong and wanted my digital test to say the words. So, at 10:00 at night, I drive to Walmart, shaking, to buy a digital test. You clearly don't need 5 seconds of pee :) it said PREGNANT! All I could say was 'oh my God'. Anthony's face lit up.
This last week has been a whirlwind. I'm lucky enough to be feeling pretty darn good (until today). I went from super, super excited to mildly terrified. That 'unknown' is really starting to get into my head. The more I think, the more emotional I get. Between hormones and real feelings, I'm not sue what's legit anymore lol. It's hard right now not being able to do anything. I'll have my first official appointment in a couple weeks. I'll get an official due date, officially only one baby, all the 'official' stuff.
Right now, all I can do is sleep, be exhausted, cry annoyingly, enjoy my good days and take care of myself. All of which I think I'm doing quite well. I'm so very happy to begin this crazy adventure and start our growing family.
This is my outlet and journal to all the crazy that's about to happen! This wonderful crazy adventure I call my life :)
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